Well here you go

What to write, what to write... people do this type of stuff all the time right. They just sit and write down all of their thoughts. Of course that is simple for them to do. I'm sure that they have all of their thoughts organized in such away that all they have to do is open the door. Not I <said the cat> my thoughts are all over the place. It would be amazing if I had a search engine for my mind. I would be able to just sit and write everyday like they told us in our creative writing classes. But I can't seem to do that I guess that you could say that I am currently doing what I claim I cannot do. However, the act of writing and the art of writing are two completely different things. Writing should be a passion, a love, hell maybe even an addiction. But it doesn't seem to flow the way that I want it to. I can't think of the words that I want to say. I wish that I were as creative as I claim to be. However, I just write a bunch of BS and hope for the best. And honestly sometimes that is what I am doing when I cook. I don't always plan what I am going to do before I do them. I add them together as the numbers come along. I am traveling and the spices and ideas flow to me like a sharp blade through the meat of a chicken breast. Cooking is an art. Its not the food that I have a passion for but the time constraints, the heat, the stress and pressures of the kitchen. I love the adrenaline rush that I get from having to make multiple meals at once each one different in almost every way. I love having to use ingredients that aren't typical. Hell, the other day I made a cake out of the "add water" pancake mix from Target and Hersey's Chocolate Syrup. I added a few other items as well but overall not only was I surprised that it worked I am also amazed at how great it tasted. But of course the Chocolate Coffee Glaze made by my amazing boyfriend made it all worthwhile. I guess that this is something that I can blog about. However, I don't want this to turn into a recipe blog or a cooking blog, nor do I want this to turn into a blog where I complain about my life like other people. I just felt like writing some stuff down with the hopes that maybe someone will feel like reading it. Who knows maybe we might change each-others lives.